Sunday, April 29, 2007

could be the last monologue

i dont understand which of Your revelation i am not able to grasp. You make us fear, You make us obey, You send afflictions upon those who are inefficient to understand You and you hardenes the hearts of others so they will afflict us and in the end we may understand You, but i dont know, rather i feel that some of the aspect of your perfection i am missing.
where am i to go? its again near you i have to come again and again to unerstand you! my people gathered near Sinai mountain to see You and You told Moses to tell the people not to come too close to the mountain lest they may loose their lives. Moses saw You from the mountain or upon the mountain i dont know. You were on that mountain or from the mountain there was a way to see you, i dont know, i dont understand! but if You were upon that mountain but..... i think mountain is best seen in its completeness, in perfection....... when one is away from the mountain.
i dont understand which of the aspect of Your completeness i am not able to see! oh! i bessech redeem me from this affliction ...........which was the song my people sung when you brought them out of Egyptian's affliction?
they sung “You blew with Your wind, the sea covered them; They sank like lead in the mighty waters. Who is like You among the gods, O LORD? Who is like You, majestic in holiness, Awesome in praises, working wonders? You stretched out Your right hand, The earth swallowed them. You in you mercy has led the people whom You have redeemed; In Your strength You have guided them........... to........... Your............... holy habitation................You in your mercy???!!has led the people?? in Your mercy? mercy...............that is in your loving kindness has led my people and also guided them.....
Your Mercy..............YOUR LOVING KINDNESS!!!
IS THIS THE ASPECT I AM MISSING? besides being majestic and awesome
YOU, THE LORD IS ALSO LOVE.........?!!!.................................

YES THE LORD IS ALSO LOVE!